Sunday, May 28, 2006
[*tH.e W.aLk*] ...been blogging very often ... guess it's because i just have too much things going on in my head ... and yar ... need an outlet cos too much is going in ... i realise today , how much has happened this year ...
1) i started a new part of my life
2) i'm more involved in serving God
3) i grew closer to my cell
4) many natural disasters has happened over the span of the last few weeks ... particularly the past few days
5) things around me has become clearer to me
my walk with God ... i don't really know how to put it into words ... i've been attending sunday school since i was born ... going to church was just a part of life ... especially when i was younger ... now ... it's more ... it's my date with God ... my appointment with Him ...
i guess i never really grasped the meaning of having a relationship with God ... till when i was around 11 or 12 years old ... since then ... i developed a relationship with Him ... and He has never failed me ... while i on the other hand ... has disappointed Him too many times ... but He had never once forsaken me ... but held on tight to me even if He was angry ... as i grew ... i finally knew ... what His love really was ...
UNCONDITIONAL
i tried relating His love to my life ... whether i'd respond the same way as He did ... especially if someone i love deeply hurt me over and over again ... i could not have done it the way He did ... i would have ... like most people do ... get angry and loose myself in the anger ... but ... God ... no matter how angry He was , never responded to me this way ... i guess only God has the love so wide and deep to ever do this ...
yup ... well ... wonder how my holidays will turn out ... there's a cloud of uncertainty over me ... as usual ... i guess it's part of huamn nature ... so yar ... anyways ... whatever may come my way ... with the love of God ... with the strength He provides ... i will overcome all trials that will test my faith ... and i will not be defeated for i have the almighty God with me ... always and forever ...
yups ... so that's about it ...
love always ,
cheryn ...
posted at 5/28/2006 09:46:00 pm
